hello there.

gracias!

2007-08-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

oh shoots, i was just browsing through all my old blogspots and i realised with quite some shock that i actually have a handful (4 to be exact) different blogspots. and i have abandoned all of them and converted to lj (: trust me, it's much better at lj. so for any one who still comes here (yeah right) just to let you know ive switched to lj:

click here.

i won't be touching this ~~boring~~bloggernonsense anymore (:

2007-03-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

AH i'm going to leave my blog to rot. hahaha.

hello holidays. bye blog.

2007-02-25T03:56:00.000-08:00

Woe to you, hmp test. ):

kotoshamisenshakuhachinokantsuzumitaiko!

i have only two things on my mind now

hanakimi! and bai se ju ta.

how do i give these two things up in exchange for the technique of blowing a no-definite-tuning-pitch Noken? ):

2007-02-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

dear Council, happy invest day. (:

i am shitdarntired and confused. i am confused. my mind is swirling. do my words just bounce off this big brick wall. sometimes i don't know how why or how i'm feeling maybe i'm just going along with the crowd but anyway today was kind of a messed up day even though it ended and a miracle happened for us today.

sometimes, all we just need is just the one. the one thing that will lead us on for the rest of our lives.

going to try out piano studio tmr! eerh hope the piano's not too stiff or soft. (:

off to do Council website! BYE

2007-02-21T07:14:00.000-08:00

sleepy eyes slowly closing and a blanket of grey washes over with a slow drawl. drowning out the world and what it has to say to her.

i missed today's hana kimi episode. quan 'chun' ruixi. (:

went home with chang-e again. talked alot and about alot of stuff. made me realise alot of things.

ok goodnight i am tired!

2 more days JIAYOU

2007-02-18T20:24:00.000-08:00

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那人是你所以
不怕苦

i love this song. haha. change of taste :D

2007-02-18T20:16:00.000-08:00

hello.

i have to plan for my brother's birthday party games. which is lke tomorrow. oh no.

haha ytd during service at indoor stadium i was trying to meet ethel! we were busy talking about all the dramas we watched and decided to meet in the toilet through sms. but we both went to the wrong toilets!

专属天使.

1.i've got a long list of dramas to watch.
2.IH SIA
2.piano exam is really drawing near.

ok bye.

2007-02-14T19:09:00.000-08:00

happy message.

oh, happy valentine's day! haha i told my friends i had 50 dates
today. one date with each councillor and the council teachers during
invest rehearsal.

(:

go go go everyone.

2007-01-29T17:27:00.000-08:00

I'M ANGRY.

more like disappointed.

why do such things happen.

2007-01-22T05:54:00.000-08:00

it's true.
when you're stressed, your abdomen hurts like shit.
cos your body tries to find a way to purge all negativity, thoughts whatever. and when it can't find a way, it'll go for the colon.

ok maybe i'm just exaggerating.

or it's because there's training tmr/IH SIA/PHYS ARTICLE/piano/violin/tons more to do.

Well I can forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows.

happy birthday, yumei :D

2007-01-21T04:53:00.000-08:00

first break of dawn.

no one seems to be blogging regularly. that's a sweeping statement ): but anyway everyone's post seems to be stale and rotting, not to mention mine. STAGNATION. im not 'exploiting the potential of new media'. :/

sec four life is totally a different experience. haha. but it's more laidback compared to sec three i think. i rmb the mad frenzy everyday last year, panic attacks, council, CCA. i've gotten used to the adrenaline rush already. and besides, there's penny and chow to lament with. i really appreciate my creative zen now, providing the ever ready music i need to last me through my hw.

ms x is psychoing us AGAIN. argh. i dont want to sound so mean but, frankly. she does this to us every year! and she puts you in a mentally stressful and pressurising spot that just makes me want to cover my ears and run away. asldfksgouhuihew. once again, it's really the people around you who make the difference. i'm just very thankful for friends, otherwise there wouldnt be a point in staying on.

somehow, something has caused a whirl of emotions to mess up my thoughts. grace grace. i need to calm down!

2007-01-10T02:54:00.000-08:00

bonjour. i'm busy searching for an article for the english speech thing. i have to hear my own voice reading it out aloud!

this is waaay cool. i just found out that sabrina from holiday french class is currently in Nanyang in 1/9 in track and field! do i see an echo of myself when i was in sec one or what. haha.

ok jiayou penny stop making new new new year resolution lists already :D

2007-01-02T02:14:00.000-08:00

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love
All because of love

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live.

love this christmas song. (sorry it's a little too late for this)

2006-12-31T06:00:00.000-08:00

hello hello.

i watched two movies in a row on the same day at plaza sing. DEATHNOTE 2 and CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER. and i met faith there. deathnote2 ended so sad because, BOTH LIGHT AND L died! and deathnote one was much more suspenseful and oh i don't know, i was kind of wishing for a deathnote THREE but. sigh anyway, curse was very very sad too! in the end all three sons were killed off, and the killings were so sadistic and brutal it's amusing in a way. and the way jay chou fought was making me laugh! but i felt really immersed in the two movies and had a headache to top it off, but still i left for home with a melancholic heart.
ok happy new year's eve.

movie after movie (:

yamapi! akira! i have finally finished watching nobuta (:

2006-12-24T04:25:00.000-08:00

(long overdue) pictures from the Shanghai trip! (:

my super neat dorm on the first day at Jinyuan High boarding School. the bed on the left is mine, and the spare bed is for visitors and unexpected guests haha. the unseen bed is eehui's. eehui's my bunkmate, and she's such an awesome friend! we talked and laughed alot alot. haha thank you so much and WE'RE BOTH SUPER ANAL SOMETIMES :D haha private joke shhh.

hahhaa this is the view of Jinyuan from our balcony. jj and eehui told me the psi's got to be at least 300. jy's realy HUGE. we got quite lost on the first day, exploring the entire campus(: this is the classroom block. it was autumn at that time, and at around 5pm it's realy dark, like spore 8pm kind of darkness. at 5pm the students still play basketball, in the dark! funny(:

choon who wants to look like she's standing on the Jinyuan track :D

messy messy dorm after 3 days only!

shanghai's beautiful at night. this is the Pearl Orient Tower (: tallest tower in Asia. we went up the tower and it had a lift which travelled at 98m/s! the view was spectacular. really cool, with all the bizzare lighting and funky shapes. took this at The Bund. freezing cold! but the weather here in Singapore is terrible.

i have too many pictures already. it was a great trip. made lots of new friends, impressions changed, discovered new things, bonds strengthened, laughed and laughed nonstop. rooms 806, 808, 810, 815. the times we tried to skip class, or passing weird random messages in class, ky teaching me jap at the back of the classroom. the many many musuems we visited. beimian date! the doorknobe and the broken toiletseat cover which came off on the first day! i still remember the funny washing machine at the pantry on level 8! hahaha. made me laugh alot.

i had a good time (:

2006-12-24T03:54:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! combined indoor service was great. superD was suppose to meet at 8.30am outside kallang mrt, but ya time flew by so we finally met up at 9am! and people were still all over the place, like nick was at raffles still, and cow was still driving (at 1m/h haha) to kallang mrt and there was this big huha! and the funniest, ethel was still asleep when janey called her and she said 'oh you all better go first i just woke up' haha! it's just so SuperD-ish and hilarious (: but i love superD! SuperD is just one BIG family. i'll be so sad when it comes to graduation.

then it was this super messy gift exchange over where SuperD was sitting! haha i remember gifts and cards flying about all over my head. haha worship was so good as usual. pastor prince preached a very impactful message. For with God, nothing is impossible. Isn't it such an amazing truth? Everything I have is according to how rich my God is, and He is rich. ah great feeling (:

looking back at 2006, i realised time really flies, until you don't know where you find yourself. there were many highs and lows as well, and too many memorable moments. ask me to state my most unforgettable moment, i can't. there's just too many. i found this old box letters in my cupboard and i was rummaging through it and gosh, i found like my primary school letters which we passed around in class! hahaha everything seemed so childish back then. and i found some really, realy personal letters and started thinking, wah i really have grown man. (:

lots of events have took place during the holidays. first it was the China trip. really i can say i'm so GLAD i went for it. :D then church camp. then Council Camp. next year i'm just going to relax and give it all to my jesus (:

2006-12-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

whew i'm back from a four-hour long CIP at pasir ris library(: completed nyaa! the feeling is great. I'VE JUST COMPLETED NYAA! it's so great to finally achieve something i've toiled and worked so hard at. christmas service at indoor stadium tomorrow. mrting down ethel and meeting superD at the playground :D ah great feeling (:

i'm reading Michael Levin, The Case for Tortue now. It's this article uploaded on ivle and it's giving me the creeps! i can't stand macabre-filled stuff. and it's the first LA topic of the year 2007! beware :/ bong. okay oh the curious incident of the dog in the night-time is really illuminating. It's strange yet convincing at the same time.

great movies to watch! Deathnote 2 and Curse of the Golden Flower! ah can't wait. i've got a pair of free movie tickets.

ok this whole post, to sum it off, is all about the once in a while things in life which just give you a reason to be happy about. yes :D

~~marey~~merry christmas. oh no but school's around the corner.